Porcelain eyes

Sarah Sam — Wed, 25 May 2011 05:49:00 +0000

Sarah Sam — Tue, 24 May 2011 05:29:00 +0000

what do you think?

have we really failed as women?

to an extent i recognize that this problem do exists within ourselves & acknowledge that perfection can’t be attained but at the same time, we kill ourselves trying so hard.. to fail

its really not easy to feel good about myself (or yourself) when everyone is comfortable glamorizing all these aspects women are thought to be able to achieve

“hollywood” sounds like a planet on its own

& we are all looking up to it, worshipping them, the things they buy, the colors they wear

a pity right? how easily manipulated & willing we are to be moulded by them stars of hollywood

Sarah Sam — Sun, 22 May 2011 09:11:00 +0000

Thunderstorm

if only you could wash away the pain the wait & the fats

Sarah Sam — Sat, 21 May 2011 11:46:00 +0000

JAPANESE GARDEN/ 2011

hello my dears. hehehehehe. this was maybe 3 days back? Jon & I met for dimsum breakfast & for a short walk in Japanese garden.

its been years since i’ve been to such parks hehe i mean excluding wcp/ ecp

sighhh i miss my fatty!! hes playing the guitar now. we were watching The Tourist tog just now & its quite a good show :B

cant wait for him to come back. each time i drive past couples, i have this strong inner desire to run them down

its not even a month since he left for manchester. three more months to go i’ve been bumming around these past few weeks.. occasionally drawing, playing the piano, plucking the harp hahaha & working over the weekends.

to an extent, im embracing my freedom but on the other hand, i feel like im a burden to life. ive nothing to look forward now other than seeing zy every evening/ night

guess i’ll have to really come up with something

no one likes useless people

& oh yes, last night.. i earned $50 an hour just sitting around with a group of “cool + alternative” people lol.

okay thats all gonna have my dinner soon

bye! luv ya’ll

Sarah Sam — Thu, 19 May 2011 07:22:00 +0000

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You’re falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.

You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, and my internet obsession.

You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that no one could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just to say I love you. You are falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you.

But to me, the most important thing is that you are falling in love with me, despite me thinking it’s impossible.

hee hee hee

who says women are difficult species

Sarah Sam — Wed, 18 May 2011 05:57:00 +0000

this is how Monday should roll

I love love this :B Lunch wasn’t too filling that day so i ordered dessert hehe

then my father decided to go JB in the evening & so, off we went!

Senoko(?) Power plant? Anyway this picture reminds me of Gustav’s painting. sigh, i miss drawing + 2D lessons

Yez the above picture is from Instagram lol lol.

The teaaa iss mighty fragrant mmmmm ~ Seriously, whatever festive seasons Starbucks got & whatever special concoction they come up with every month, nothing beats the traditional morning/ late evening kopi – o or tehh

my dad was so impressed with these flowers because its so vibrant & nice & big & fluffy & oohh *its spring* so he made me snap a picture until “eh, its fake. they tie them up onto the tree”

O-K my pleasure.

The istana.

lovvveeeet

& after walking & driving aimlessly for about 30 minutes, we settled down for dinner!!!!

coconut. never fails to quench your thirst especially in such humid & sunny weather.

ugh, need one now.. it’ll be perfect if is straight from the cooler

wanton mee :B

SpRiNngGggyYYy noodles adds ++++ points hahahaha. I dont understand why its so difficult to find a decent & cheap bowl of noodles here when its almost everywhere in Malaysia

ugh i can feel my arterial vessel clotting up already ahahaha.

above: sambal stingray

bottom: oatmeal crayfish

*orgasm* seriously.

very fresh ^^

so after our pretty light dinner, we walked around the nearby fruits market. & again, i dont understand why Malaysia seems to have such glorious fruits & Singapore doesnt Even if we do, its not going to be cheap

well, its not the durian season. i think its approaching the end of it.. so it wasn’t that good but still nice.. decent :B

Im still very amused with this hahha.. so old school

ah well, this rounds up my monday :B love mondays

family days are important. i would prefer to keep my mondays available only for my family :> everytime the weekend is over, i’d look forward to family dinners/ family outings hehehe. feeling like a 5yr old all over again. maybe thats why i rarely suffer from monday blues

i like family vacations too heeeeee. we have a family friend “Mrs Lee” who followed us to Japan a few years ago & she was surprised & amazed that even though we’re all adults & you know.. acting independent/ growing up & all, we still prefer traveling as a family. its nice to spend the week not doing anything, just enjoying each others company with nothing to worry about except for the next eating place

okay i’ll end off here :B

time for lunch now

see ya’ll

Sarah Sam — Sun, 15 May 2011 13:06:00 +0000

think hes stressing over wwf & hehehehe i know i look ._.

the fatty lazing around

His pillow is actually the summation of his waking life

EAT EAT EAT

DRINK DRINK DRINK

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP

I heard real men wears pink

not sure if they sleep in pink too

which reminds me. his mistress is called pinky

somethings fishy.

Sarah Sam — Sun, 15 May 2011 12:05:00 +0000

“Love is louder than the pressure to be perfect“

(took it from my cousins status)

我只不过是一个小包子

Sarah Sam — Sun, 15 May 2011 08:49:00 +0000

so todays sunday which means its the end of the week or to some, (optimist/ people who love their jobs), its the beginning of a new week..

well i was skyping with zy last night till probably 2 in the morning & he was telling me how his friends said he was henpecked by his previous girlfriend

& i stopped him ..

“wait what do you mean you WERE henpecked, you still is/ are”

(without hesitation)

& he said, “nononono. im not afraid of my girlfriends. its respecting my girlfriend.”

“okay..” *shy*

…….

okay. so for the first few seconds i was like aww, what a gentlemannnn ~~~ & then when i keep repeating to myself, its just so familiar. like as if someone said it before..but i dont remember anyone saying it to me.

hmm but it hit me.

so babe. just because it was the perfect moment & the right words to say, doesnt mean you can fool me..

i’ve watched Ip man probably 15 times. at least.

but anyhow, still missing ya

Sarah Sam — Sat, 14 May 2011 07:09:00 +0000

I know im very lucky

probably more blessed than most

i should be contented

i should be happy

Sarah Sam — Sat, 14 May 2011 05:38:00 +0000

bottom three are from Olivers camera hahaha.

like some bridal shoot right -.-

hmm i think the photos are pretty naiseeee :B

okay its saturday. two weeks in my three month holiday

what i have done

x go out with friends

x packed my room

x drew flowers just because this month is so filled with maternal love lol ._.

i miss going out on dates

i miss having someone close to talk to

i miss dressing up as a lady (hmm okay whatever)

i miss everything about having a boyfriend

Sarah Sam — Thu, 12 May 2011 13:02:00 +0000

MY WEEK IN PICTURES

so this was on Monday.. Daddy brought us to his favorite place somewhere in HongKong street for the ol’ Singaporean style breakfast/ lunch (okay brunch)

He had his really thick cup of coffee.. I had iced milo :B & ordered toasts. mmmmm really yummy but because they’re so generous with their butter, its rather unhealthy.

& for LUNCH -.- I was already 70% full lol but anyhow, went to Lei Garden & then Resorts World

I love Chijmes.

Doesnt feel like Singapore aye.. A pity tho, we can’t sell Alfresco like how Paris & Italy can

one of the dishes.. other than dimsum this is my other favorite toooo!!

the fish weighing at 800g costing at $35 per 100g

there was another one of the same species weighing at 1.8kg in the tank!

Well, theres another beauty .. which looks very similar to a leopard eel. According to the waitress, a dish made out of that fish can easily cost up to $1000

woOoOoaaaaAAaaAAhHh. i’d rather keep it as a pet. its too pretty to kill

& this must be on Weds or Tuesday when Browny had a shower heeeheeee :B what a charmer

& then met Peirong for some snacks at Bugis :B

& this was just yesterday!! (Wednesday) met Peirong for lunch at Dempsey again

I LOVE THIS SANDWICH I WANT TO EAT IT NOW.

The bread they use is Sourdough which was lightly toasted so it has a little crunch to it on the outside & then soft on the inside. I ordered Leg ham which has a slight hint of honey taste to it which also came with a slice of grilled zucchini & a thick slab of cheese in between the goodness ughhhhh & to top it off, it was drizzled with a tangy yet also sweet & peppery tomato sauce

*orgasm*

it costs $14.50 which, is quite pricey. but its worth it! at least a try?

hahaha then drove to Sentosa for a walk along the beach. Surprisingly, the weather was kinder :> so it was almost perfect

Okay so anyway, we stopped a guy who must be on his way home to help us take a picture using my phone but OBVIIOUSLYYY it couldnt capture the evening light T.T so he offered to take a picture for us using his camera – which was a dslr & OKAY. seriously. the lighting, the macro & everything.. its like a bridal shot LOL

thats not the freaky part. after all of us agreed that it was a good photo, he started making us stand

“here.”

“there.”

“face me sideways”

“okay say cheese”

“relax your smile”

“look here”

“face closer”

& took like probably 30 photos. He said he’ll even edit it for us & then send the photos via email. in the beginning, we were very skeptical & like all Singaporeans.. wary of him. I mean, hello taking pictures of us at all angles. hes a stranger.. Oh wait. he’s called Oliver

ah well, lets just wait for the pictures to come in & then decide if there really such enthusiastic & friendly people out there

after the mini photoshoot under the sun -.- we went to Candylicious at Resorts World for a sorbet lollie!!!! yummmmmm

hehe okay todays thursday which is my anniversary with bai.

you know, actually we’ve already reached a year (a month after a year)

but for official purposes, we will only be turning one year in September lol

NO WONDER i always had this feeling that we’ve been tog for quite a while

sheesh

anyway, like always.. im spending it alone :/

some people find month-asaries lame or uncalled for

but i think its pretty cute :> theres no need for a reason to celebrate being together but you know, its a milestone

okay im done for the week. don’t think im gonna go out anymore

i havent painted for a long time.. might do that sometime this week

luv ya’ll

i know it’ll be a great weekend for all of you!

Sarah Sam — Wed, 11 May 2011 11:36:00 +0000

HEHEHEHEEHEHEHAHAHAHAHHAA

Sarah Sam — Tue, 10 May 2011 03:10:00 +0000

MMUAHHH

Sarah Sam — Mon, 09 May 2011 14:42:00 +0000

flowers zy ordered for my mum hahahah

so thoughtful :B

to my surprise, the bouquet was friggin beautiful heeeeeeeeee

& the deliveryman was so sweet!!!! so friendly. really made my Sunday so perfect. I know its mothers day & its not supposed to be MY day hahaha

ah well.

hmmm okay i shall be nice & write a post to xiao bai since he extended such a sweet gesture &&&& he only informed me of this on Saturday night

xxxx

i know its your exam week & you’re studying very hard for it. thanks for taking the time out of your revision & money out of your own savings just to make mothers day for my mum closer to perfect Even though you made me look so bad cus i obviously paled in comparison wahahah but thank you sooo much she loved it a lot

work hard hors.

*touched*

baozi :’)